| Here's To You |
[Feb. 22nd, 2006|10:50 pm] |
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| | Tomorrow-Lillix | ] |
if you see me walking with somebody else,
its not because i love him
its because your not brave enough
to walk next to me
if you see me smiling
its not because ive forgotten you
its because im tired of crying over you
if you see me living again
its not because im tryin to back to you
its because i wanna get back
at what you took from me
but most of all, if i fall in love with somebody else
its not because i wanted to
its because you werent there to catch me
Over It' |
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| mkay |
[Feb. 15th, 2006|02:48 pm] |
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mkay..sooo...i stayed home from school because my arm is all fucked up..yeah funny stuff..um lets see..did absolutley nothing...so i was sittin in my room and my mom being the loud mouth that she is..tells whoever shes on the phone with that her cancer is back..yeah im like mmkay and does she plan on telling me..obviously not..just like last time..who did i find out from..i found out from katelin..and my dad called last night..decides to be an asshole and bitch about stupid shit that happened over the summer while he was gone..so now he hates me..(i think) but whatever..as gabe says..my dads a fag??so yeah this week is turning out like fucking complete hell...another year of this shit..definatley not ready for it..we all know what this means..britni being her usual mean bitchy self..goin around treating people like shit because she doesnt know how to handle her feelings...can we say SAAWEET? um not.
& to a certain little person....when you find out my mom has cancer dont gimme some bullshit story about how your mom has it tooo..because honestly i dont believe one fucking word that comes of your fucking mouth..so save it..and we all know you lie about your mom having all these fucking problems..so seriously..just fucking save it..tell someone who gives a flying fuck.cuz i sure as hell dont..
mmkay have a nice day: ) |
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| valentines day |
[Feb. 14th, 2006|03:47 pm] |
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you do somethin nice for someone...and it just gets thrown in my fucking face..im so fucking sick of crying over this shit.
god damn |
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| ugh exams. |
[Jan. 18th, 2006|04:55 pm] |
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| | Follow Through~Gavin Degraw | ] |
today woke up, showered..you know the usual routine:) then went to school at like 6:45...i dont know why i went so god damn early..candace and steven got there a little bit after me, so then i wasnt alone..candace and steven broke up...funny thing..funny thing..the only time he comes around is when candace is around..oh oh oh i just find that oh so funny..and he only talks to me when he wants information about candace..seems like everything is about candace these days:)anyways then sara got to school..THANK GOD..cuz i thought i was gonna go crazy just standin there with candace and steven...(not meant for you steven)so me and sara walked around...then we walked back to jennas locker..and amanda,candace,steven, jeremiah,matt,anthony and paul were all standing around..oh oh and jenna and allie and ashley..so yeah we were blocking the hallway like usual...so then we went to 2nd hour...Berg handed out our scripts for alice in wonderland, we had to read it outloud for our final exam which was pretty damn easy...4th hour..went in sat by katelin,tony, and nicole..which isnt good cuz all we do is talk..yeah then we took the exam..pretty easy...mr hayman disappeared for ahwhile during the exam, then he came back and then mr finn disappeared and came back with donuts..mkay weird...so he gets to me and katelin..katelin takes her donut..then he comes to me and says "little miss skipper" it was funny..ya kinda had to be there...yeah it feel weird goin to that class considering i havent been there in like 2 weeks...ooops? my bad..
she's free to whore around with whom ever she wants now:( |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 17th, 2006|09:30 pm] |
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took my physical science and study skills exams today..somewhat easy...but yeah...i got caught skipping today..went to 4th hour lunch..and katelin came into the lunch room and was like mr finn is looking for you..i guess he asked nicole and katelin where i was..and they didnt know.so he told them that he was goin on an adventure to find britni..how gay..but yeah i went back to class with katelin.and luckily mr finn wasnt back from his adventure yet....haha i bet he had a nice one...considering he didnt find me..whatta dumb fuck...so i get my worksheets from mr hayman and sit down and start em..im sittin there and mr finn walks in...he didnt even notice me sittin there...maybe cuz i was lke hiding..but i looked up and he was like britni..when did you show up...i was like 5 minutes ago..and then yeah..he wasnt a happy camper..: )then went to lunch with nicole..we ended up goin to ms phillips room to sit..then went to english and me and christina talked..it made me feel alot better about things between me and her...she said she wasnt gonna fuck me over on this thing..when it comes to someone..after 6th hour went right to 8th hour..last day of 8th hour: ( it definatley sucks, cuz that was like they best class everrr..so we took the exam..gabe wasnt here....i talked to mario and hes like i heard some stuff..blah blah so we went on and on about that..i think brandon finally caught on to what the whole class knows...lmao it took him long enough...then mario left 5 minute early..and i was like cant wait till this class ends..no more brandon, no more gabe..no more mario!!! lol but yeah..then brandon was talkin in some weird ass voice..crackin me n nicole up....umm so yeah?!?! |
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| ohh Boyyyy |
[Jan. 16th, 2006|05:09 pm] |
Friday--went to school...everything was boring up until 8th hour of course..Gabe wasnt in class..so yeah...pretty much the whole class knows what happened..so were all sittin there..and brandon being the clueless idiot that he is, still cant figure out why everyone has these crazy ass grins on their faces.. so hes like tell me tell me..hes like begging...man oh man its fun watching that kid squirm...so yeah he still dont know..so we'll see what happens tomorrow..after school my grandma picked me and jenna up from school, we went to get my laptop...then she took us too mcdonalds then back to jennas..we get there..and then trevor, matt, anthony and jeremiah came over..my mom picked me up so i could go home and get my stuff..so i left my purse at jennas....no big deal, nobodys gonna touch it..W R O N G!!! man oh man i was DEAD WRONG..i got back to jennas..my purse was open and pretty much everything was gone..so i like screamed for anthony and jenna... Anthony had stolen everything outta my purse..stupid ass left his dumb ass action figures in my purse? mmkay yeah that makes it look like nobody was in my purse right?? then ashley called and said she was coming over....me n jenna walked trevor, anthony, matt n jeremiah to the bridge then walked back..when we got there ashley was there..and she brought alcohol...Greeeat!!!mmkay she calls ben..and ben comes over for a little while...he brings pizza...mkay he stays for like 10 minutes then leaves to pick up ryan...amanda gets there a little later...so we all just sit around for a bit..jennas dad comes home sits on his laptop for ahwhile then goes to bed..i eventually fell aslleep..but the minute i heard SHOT..i got up and went into the kitchen..ashley n jenna were standing there doin shots..i took 2 shots, cuz well i was already sick and didnt feel like throwin up all over jennas house.. jenna took 3 shots..yes yes im very proud of her..so ashley finished pretty much the whole bottle..and lemme say that girl was drunk as fuck...so that night was intersting..
Saturday-went home, rented dukes of hazzard and thats about it
Sunday-went back to jennas...when i got there afton n candace were there..oh and so was amanda miller..but she was sleeping so she doesnt count quite yet...gabe called and he was on his way over..sara got there right as we were walking out to get gabe..so me, candace and sara waited outside for him..yeah that visit was interesting..candace ended up makin out with gabe..how sweet of her...mhm yeah whatev im over it..happy happpy happppppy: )amanda and sara snuck anthony and trevor in at like 3 er somethin, lets just say when i saw them i woke jenna up and jenna wasnt a happy camper..then a whole bunch of drama got started because anthony and trevor were nowhere to be found so yeah
there my weekend for you..well actually thats part of it..cuz i cant really say what actually happened on this thing..cuz it would bee baddddddddddddddddddddddddd |
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| gosh almighty |
[Jan. 14th, 2006|02:34 pm] |
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let me just say this...Guys...They....Are...Confusing... |
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| mhm yeeah |
[Dec. 29th, 2005|09:35 pm] |
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so yesterday me n jenna got into a little fight..we talked everything out tho..so its strrraiiight...i ended up going over to her house at like 7? i got there and jennas mom was makin her clean n what not...but yeah candi, trevor, pittman and some steve guy was there..Great! im kinda starting to hate pittman again...i made an observation..he thinks hes the shit, and that he can just do whatever the fuck he wants...when really pittman aint the shit.hes just a fucking loser..but whatever...i suppose he'll do : )Right before i got to jennas i guess trevor was high as fuck and got sick all over candi...haha funny shit..i heard that and laughed about it fer ahwhile...trevors mom picked them up and then they left...At nine Alex (matts friend) picked us up..and then went to get matt...let me say candi is like obsessed with this boy.(its cute)we got to matts...and he was sleeping of course...so alex woke him up..candi smashed in the back with me n jenna and matt got in..we went to some kids house...interestin crap happened there...me n jenna pretty much laughed the whole time...then after about an hour we left, went to seven 11..then alex n matt dropped us off at jennas...we all got in and put our pjs on..lol and we were layin around chillen..and then paul, pittman and steve decide to be cool and come over...pittman n them were there for like maybe a half hour, then jenna fell asleep and me n candi were up allll niiight..lemme tell ya..candi is one crraazy girl...i was pretty much texting adam all night..yeah hes a cutee..woke up..candi wanted to hang out with alex..i was like fuck that, and i went home...yeahhhhh anyways so now im here..and yeah.. |
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| fuckerr |
[Dec. 28th, 2005|12:15 pm] |
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Everything's Changing...i dont handle change very well..but whatev..i guess time for me to start hangin out with other people? |
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| bad day...yet again |
[Dec. 15th, 2005|11:53 am] |
so today went to school..sittin in drama..working out scene i decide to go to my locker..yeah that was fun..chillen at my locker i walked back in and berg was like ya know britni im really impressed on how you and amanda are working...so yeah...? we've "improved"..whatev.3rd hour was gaay..4th hour we played that stupid ass killer game again, and mr finn picked me to be the killler..fucking gay..let me tell ya..I CANT FUCKING WINKKK! grrrr..anywyas went to lunch then to ms phillips room..went to 6th hour...gave my lovely's their special candy canes..lol then 7th hour..got abused my dj...fun fun..went to 8th hour..gabe was being sick minded of course...gotta love that kid...then me and nicole started with the whole alphabet thing..got brandon all confused..yeeeah were goood...hes confused..hahahaha..yeah we got out of school early cuz of all the god damn motherfucking snow...yeah it pissed me offf..i definatley didnt want to go home
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so i guess sara is no longer allowed to hang out with me.supposedy i said more shit to chelsea which is totally untrue..sara told someone that her mom absolutley hated me..which i think is bullshit..ive never done anything to saras mom..so she has no reason to hate me, i just think sara wants to be best buddies with jenna and not let jenna have other friends..but whatev...her wish is coming true..im done fucking around, im done with all the fucking drama..im just done :) i dont need it in my life.so i guess im just gonna back off and start hangin out with other people..cuz its bullshit that sara cant hang out with me..whatev.whatev...dont fucking care anymoreeee
have a nice day |
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| Chyyyyeaaaah Boooiiiiiii |
[Dec. 14th, 2005|07:20 pm] |
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| | Deuces Are Wild-Aerosmith | ] |
okay so today.sweet dayyyy.
1st hour---boring as fuck
2nd hour---did homework all hour while sara n all them were on the stage
(at this time amanda was talking shit about me)
3rd hour---got new seats...yeah im by mario..so it should be interesting..
4th hour---played some stupid killer game..stupid...lemmme tell ya
5th hour---lunch....pissed patrick off of course..cuz i gave him a dirty look? sweet right
6th hour---nicole got her seat moved....christina sits next to me now..gosh i love herr...yeah were bitchesss
7th hour---well sara wore some stupid baby thing that made her look pregnant..so she was flashin everyone, and i ended up punching here baby..was very interesting....dj was just fucking with me yesterday, he was never madd at me....and now he makes fun of me for falling for it.thats alright..hes going down...again
....walking to 8th hour, passed ms woods room and chris and nicole are having a chat..so i automatically assume there talking shit about me...geee come on what is with ppl these days.always talkin shit
8th hour---mr kish was a dickhead..lemme tell ya...me and nicole were sorta arguing the first part of the hour...but after it got a little better...we tend to have conversations across the room..and brandon is in the middle.. and he can "feeel" when nicole points....so nicole asked if i wanted to fuck this one dude..and i was like what? i dont comprehend you..i eventuallly figured it out..and then me being the creative person that i am..i was like yes nicole i want to SIX LETTER HIM...lmfao think about people... a b c d e F...f is the 6th letter of the alphabet..so its my new code thingy for fucking someone..hah yeah im not righttt
after 8th hour dj met me and sara outside and i got a snowball to the head...TWICE...fuck you dj ur goin dowwwwwwwwn..ur ass is ourssss
okay anyways??? |
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[Dec. 13th, 2005|07:10 pm] |
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Well That Just Pisses Me Off :) |
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| yuppp |
[Dec. 13th, 2005|04:33 pm] |
So today was a pretty sweeeet daaay...me n sara pissed dj off in 7th hour..he hates us...8th hour..my my my..that hour is indeed my freaking favorite..mario...you crack me uppppp....yes id love an opportunity to fuck him...mhm yeah
"People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain."
-Jim Morrison |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 12th, 2005|09:00 pm] |
i survived the crash,
survived the burn.
survived the worst,but i learned.
survived the l i e s.
survived the b l u e s.
almost killed me,but i survived the truth.
& when you wrote me off like i was doomed.
I s u r v i v e d*y o u
i can look in the mirror now.
its been a slow awakening.
haunted by a heart full of you,
couldn't help m i s t a k i n g
that you could ever care for anyone.
anyone but y o u r s e l f.Hey.
but you would have to have a conscience baby.
g o o d l u c k i wish you well.
i survived the crash,
survived the burn.
survived the worst,but i learned.
survived the l i e s.
survived the b l u e s.
almost killed me,but i survived the truth.
& when you wrote me off like i was doomed.
I s u r v i v e d*y o u
this heart has been torn in two.
c u t and b r u i s e d.
with too many bitter endings.
i'll be damned if i have thoughts of you
rain on *My New Beginning*
Looks Like I Survived You...im proud of myself;) |
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| blahh |
[Dec. 12th, 2005|08:45 pm] |
today=monday..i love mondays they're always interesting....1st,2nd,3rd and 4th hour...all the same boring as fuck...5th hour..katelin skipped and came to lunch, so we talked the whole hour...caught up about a few things...6th hour i decided to skip and go to her lunch..so i went to 6th hour lunch..mhm joyous fun..but then i was walkin down the hallway and mr weis saw me.which sucked ass...but whatev. went to 7th hour...smacked dj around a little bit...trust me that wasnt a good idea...sat with sara,dj n nicole the whole hour..very interesting...went to 8th hour...that hour just makes my daaay...okay so mr kish split everyone up and we cant sit by each other anymore...so brandons at the back table, nicoles in her seat, im at the table next to brandon..mario and gave at the front table.... gosh were all split up..so me and nicole were tryin to have conversation about ryan(brandons brother) but me being the big mouth.. i was like wait are we talkin about brandon? so he got all interested in the conversation and wouldnt stop staring...nobody could figure out what we were saying....funny stuff...someone was tlakin about someone gettin pregnant with donegans baby..it was quite interesting....made me chuckle...okay so back to dj..i smacked him around..after 8th hour i went outside with jenna and amanda and waited for sara n pittman and all them..and dj is standing there staring at me...he picked up snow and whipped it at me..so i smacked him, and he picked up this huge snowball and hit me in the head with it..my hair was completley ruined:( its okay tho..hes goin down tomorrow..NO WORRIES DJ! ur goin dowwwwwwwwwwwwwwn..lemmme telll yaaa
Well..It Was Nice Knowing All Of You:( |
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| mhm |
[Dec. 11th, 2005|09:12 pm] |
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so today went to the malll allllllllllllll day..saw a few people i knew..and some i pretty much hated: ) got all my christmas shopping except for my little sister...have no clue what to buy a 4 year old....mmkay anyways.came home..my aun tslipped on ice, theres somethin wrong with her..shes in the hospital..joy joy joy....mhm yeah....thats about it..this weekend sucked asss |
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| s a t u r d a y |
[Dec. 10th, 2005|08:36 pm] |
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okay so today i woke up....got ready then went christmas shoppping...got home and nicole started bitching me out.whatev..just gonna blow it off..not like she matters..she claims i bring tons of drama to her life...haha thats funnny |
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| F r i d a y |
[Dec. 9th, 2005|03:11 pm] |
so its friday...we shoulda had a snow day today but noooo...utica community schools is gay and decided to give us schoool..what kind of gay shit is that...w/e we really didnt do much since nobody showed up for school....i pretty slept during first hour..second house sara was alll like wooooo and people did their skits..3rd hour did nothing...4th hour..skippped..5th hour lunch...definatley gay..but melana had more questions about sex..haha shes funny...6th hour got into a huge fight with nicole, 7th hour did nothing...8th hour...my ffavorite hour byyyy farrrrrrrr..me,nicole,gabe n mike all sat around at th table..of course me n nicole got into another fight..yeah it was graand
i was gettin ready to go out to smexxxxys house and i got reallly bored, so decided to update this shittttttt |
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| Chyeeeeeea |
[Dec. 8th, 2005|09:12 pm] |
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okay so today at lunch...FUNNIEST THING EVER....danae,chris and danielle all got into a huge ass fight and chris was like pretty pissed and i could tell there was tention..and when theres tention or im feelin uncomfortable i tend to be random and just say i have a headache..so i screamed out..DAMN IVE GOT A HEADACHE..and they all just shut up and stared at me.oh soo creeepy..but of course i told them my sweet gunit joke and they all laughed...so noooo more tention...then i randomly started talking about something sexualy..and melana was like mmkay whats that? so were talkin about "sexual activities" cuz melana and studid and knows nothing about sex..so me and sara were like okay ask us anything..so shes starts goin on and on about stupid ass questions....How do you give head? how many positions are there..lmfao..so we explained everything to her..and she was like in shock...literallly..then lunch ended...i went to 6th hour...me n nicole got into a fight....umm everytime she mentions jennifer or mike i just wanna smack her.. I DONT CARE! but anywho..7th hour me and dj sat in the back...accordingto dj im not allowed to talk to sara..but whatever..hes stupid...so i talked to sara and yeah...7th hour, boring....bells rings....walking down the hallway....walk into 8th hour..ms carriers like oh britni can you clean this table for me...i have to go to ISS..so of course im cleaning the table..and the sub was like well ill hire you to clean..and brandons like yeah he'll hire you, you can go to his house and clean for a small price..haha sucha comedian brandon....nicole ended up crying in 8th hour cuz of mike....mhm....i dont know what else to say..except DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA
I <3 Stevenson Drama...NOT
actually i misss davissss..there wasnt as much drammaaaaa |
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[Dec. 8th, 2005|03:52 pm] |
so today definatley sucked :x
stevenson has waaaaay to much drama..im overrrrr ittt |
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